Thing that caught my attention since last year

All this while, I'm in Sabah.
I always try my very best to solve all the obstacles occurred in my life.
I did complaint.
I did give up.
I did a lot of negative behavior to keep myself in my own life box.
However, life carry on smoothly as I wished since the first day I stepped my first step in this land.

After I have adapted myself here for almost 2 years,
I actually enjoy very much with my single life here.
If I could add in my transportation here then my life will be awesome.
Then I started to think about my future as in I have one more year a heads from here,
then I will graduate from my degree from UMS.
So, now my future is the main attention in my life.
Ever since my family had problem, my future is always the main concern in my life.
Before this, I told myself I will go back to my home and stay with my parents after I start working so that I can accompany them especially my daddy.
But now I have any different thought for my future.

What had make me success in UMS?!
I always question myself..
I came out with a conclusion because I'm far away from my home then I can avoid from the quarrel with family.
These is the main factor that can make me feel relax in handling my things here.
Since last May holiday started, I knew that home is not the place I can stay if I started my career.
Not to mean that I'm so cruel to leave my parents with two younger brothers.
But, I can only concentrate in my work if I leaved my house just like the condition in Sabah now.

I keep searching and searching a way for me to go abroad for my career.
I know I mustn't in hurry to work it out and things will change in one year time.
I might be not alive in this coming one year. Tragedy is kindna subjective for me.
I'm still with my principle, if there is any chance to go further,
I will say
YES!!