Did you open your heart to someone?

A freind of mine had asked me this question below:

' Have you ever open your heart to someone?'
'If you dont, then will be long engage in single life.'

Honestly, my heart is colled in most of the time.
I know how I heart feels when the right one exists in my life.

Don't you think so?

Let go

This is the first time I received I'm a no manenrs person in ppl eye.
yeay. people who know me, I'm tat kind of ppl where I do all my stuff follow my way.
I got my own personality. I live for myself.
The distance between me n you is getting further n further..
the distance cant be measured...
THe speechless can't be described...
The irritiated can't be spoken...
From now on, I told myself..
Is time to let u go as a friend...
because u'r not the friend I'm looking for..
I'm the one who changing not you...
I'm so sorry I can't able to understand u anymore...
Maybe all the previous understanding is not deep enough...
I can't drop any tears for friends...
because it has been become a scare in my heart...
A scare which I can't understand u...

I let u go, my friend...

I want to start a new journey

People have been telling me, my attitude got problem, my tempered is too high..
EQ too loqw... like to yell and get angry all the time..
Come on man.. if u dunno how stupid , idiot , basterd u are right??!!
shut ur mouth and go eat shit..!~@!~@!~@
everyone has theri limit...
only certain bitch and basterd can make me angry..
I'm trying my best to ignore,..
but u seems like cross my limit..
lie to me and not admit is ur fault..
tat's ur problem not mine..!@~!@!~
lying can caused ur dead and fail for ur life..
Anyway, I'm not going to busy body for any other people business already..!@#~!@
I just want to do my best for my job..
and make u guys not question on my work..
don't ever try to cross the line..
i meant it...

I proved myself

I just came back from Tamu gadang interview. Honestly speaking, this is the sort of a event for our convo people in this October. I wanted to join because I love all of them so much..!! I meant it..!!!
I might be not that good for the last year performance but I will perform my best for my next event. Guess what, I suits busy life. Busy life suits me!!
Some rumors were going around the uni regarding to the position for certain event. For me, all of that is childish minded. I don't give a damm shit whether u wanna band me for any reason. For me, u afraid of me then u drop me. THose people don't over confidence. I'm not that person who wish for the condition where people don't appreciate for my work..
There is still some where else I belongs..
I belongs my own kingdom.. not you to decide my direction.

I got for what I want, I work hard for it, I impress people with my ability; I don't need your sympathy.