It's just did!!

Result's day falled on today.

Micheal Jackson passed away today caused by cardiac arrest.

I'm here to mourn for Michael Jackson even though I'm not really interested in him.

All I knew about him is all the surgery he have had done to himself!~!!~!~~~!!~!~!~!

I'm here to pay my appreciation to those who have helped me through the whole last semester at Sabah.

Your words gave me spirit to continue my fighting.

Thanks a lot.

Little Brother

My little brother created another crime again. Her tuition teacher was my former teacher in primary school. She called me up and told me that my brother had taken an old handphone and sold it to his tuitionmate until the mother came to tuition centre asked for the money back.
The handphone came with cellphone,charger and activate sim card!!
The price is Rm150. How expensive is it

I'm thinking just now why must he so smart to think of doing all this stuff. For a standard six student, he really think put of the box. If he was taught in a good condition since young, he will be the star. What's the reason make him become so BArbarian, Moron, Idiot!!
All this while I have been persuaing myself with the reason of he's still young and guys usually immature at this age. At this time, I seriously BEHTAHAN!!!!!

First dream :
I always imagine in my mind.
There's another parents suddenly pop-up and told my parents: I'm so sorry Mr.Lee and Mrs. Lee, I'm afraid you had taken my daughter (which is me) away from us 20 years ago.
Then I have to follow them go back to a new home and I have 4 elder brothers. They treat me very very good. The best thing is I'm free from disaster. I'm away from the brother's problem, away from family fanancial problems.
What I need to sacrifice is I have to delete all the memory and continue my new life.

The story above is just a part of my imagination and IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE IN MY LIFE!!!

Second dream:
One day, two police officer came to my house and they found that My little brother was involved in criminal. If there is no any other objection, we will send them to juvenil jail until he's 18 years old.

You know what?! I will be the first one who clapping my hand hardly to let people know how realise I'm after he was caught into juvenil jail..!!

The second story above is one of my dream that it might come true. I really hope this day will come faster.

**pray harder**

I MAD on my DAD

I started today with a very nice morning. I went Eng Ann pasar Pagi with my mum and chat with my mum for the whole morning at shop. Dad came back with every good mood and he bought Rojak for us. We were enjoying our Rojak while my uncle came to our shop.

Adults started to have their chatting. I was reading my story book at the side. At 1pm, mum ask me to accompany her to fetch my youngest brother ,so I did follow.
After I got back from shop, my youngest brother was craving for food so I passed a box of cake to him. I don't know what he did, the whole box of cake dropped on the florr. I was mad at first and I ordered him to pick up all the cakes and eat it. He refused.

After that, dad instructed me to pick up one of the cake on the floor which means he want to eat it. He asked me for tissue but unfourtunately, I don't have any. He was wrapping the cake with a slice of tissue quite a while then I said just eat it if you want to eat it. This was what my grandma did when I was young. She will just blowed sain or dirty stuff away and swollen the food.

Frankly speaking, I dont mind the dirt unless the food was terribly poluted. My dad was playing around his cake with his stupid ass, then I was like: do you want me to take a photo of your sexy post?' Then I get my camera ready.

WHen I went near by him, he grabbed a letter and hit on my forehead.
THIS IS THE THING GOT ME MAD ON HIM!!!

I was stunned then I move backwards and take out my book and start reading.
He said : you dare to said your brother very small gas. Look at yourself, you are also apart like him.'
I holded my volume and controlled my anger said: If want to play also no need to hit people's forehead want ma!
For me, hitting people forehead is an extremely IMPOLITE and super Kurang Ajar attitude!!
This's just because of he is my dad if he's not. I will straight yelled on him and I dont give a DAMM on the people!!

He fighted back: friend beat you can la, I just hit your head softly then u mangamuk now..!!
I know if I fight back then the case will getting serious, I just said : 'okok, nothign now!'
He start to throw all his stuff around and making very terrible noice in the shop.
I was thinking, how silly you are as a father?! Dont you think you are a bit over?!

From the moment I was back from my holiday, I tried my very best to give him my commitment. What he asked me to do , I will said : ok, no problem. I swear to god, I tried my very best not to make him angry.
He always beat my hand and said: your hand so fat, nice to beat!
Nevermind, I let you beat.
You tell me: see my fatty daughter!!
Fine, I admitted it.
Becaus eI know you were joking on me.

BUT NOT THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes parents really have to learn to respect their childred.
Sometimes, I dont feel like coming back to this home. Eventhough, I missed them so much but I rather keep all the sweet memory in my mind than involved in such a stupid, pointless fight.

你虽然是我老爸， 我希望你会学会尊重我们。
老爸不是永远都对的。

2009年6月20日， 父亲节前夕
我和老爸闹翻了!!!!!!!!

Birthday Party & Plug Teeth

I went to Alex's house for his 21st Birthday celebration. This is the first time most of the setia people were gathered at his house. We were making noises on the road and ignored all the weird eyesight from Alex's neighbour!! ( Dont care la, one a time in our life le!!)

I went there after I taken my dinner with my family. Actually all the foods is quite nice because got Bbq, fred rice, spaghetti, etc..!! Pauline they all were bussying with their chicken wings and sotong!! I got free ham, sossej from jessey and pauline!! Thanks a lot, gals!!

We were non stop snapping pictures around because we weren't in gathering for quite a long time already!!So, must appreciate the chance la. I saw Alex's girl friend was busy with all the stuff, clean table, bbq chicken wing for people la, can see she is very kan jiong for Alex's birthday!! ALex Lim, you are luckly to have her wei!!

Last but not least, I really hope our friendship will last as long as we could.

I will always remembered the time we had spend together!!

p/s: i went for dentist again on today to plug my bad teeth. I think the doctor put to strong medicine already until I cant move my mouth properly for the whole morning. After that, I feel pain on my gums!! I really it will over soon!!

p/p/s: Another 2 weekends, I need to go back Sabah!! Time really flies!!I'm afraid my tears will drop again at airport!!sighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dentist

I went to government dentist department at the opposite of SMK Convent Klang. I waited there for 1 hour and 15 minutes. While I was waiting for the my turn , I have noticed a blue board in front of me. Its stated every patient will be served in 60 minutes. I was wondering how they maintained their efficiency.

After nearly one and a half hour of waiting, finally it has come to my turn.
She is a Malay lady doctor.
She asked me with very soft voice: Apa nak kamu buat hari ini?
I : I wanna check my back teeth on my right. The tooth has a big hole for several years.
After she checked : Oh no, kamu kena cabut gigi itu sebab lubang yang terlalu besar dan telah emnjejas gusi kamu.
I ( was stunned at the moment) : huh? Bolah tak saya tak nak cabut gigi itu sebab nanti tak ada gigi la! Saya masih muda ni.
Doctor : Oh, jika kamu tak cabut sekarang nanti setelah gigi itu telah kumpul banyak kuman dan akan mengakibatkan semua gigi kamu. So, kamu nak cabut atau cuci. Pilih salah satu saja.
I : ok. Boleh saya buat cuci hari ini dulu dan datang hari lain untuk cabut gigi saya.

I was suffering through the whole process until I broke my slippers while the doctor was cleaning my teeth.
The helper in the clinic ( I dont know whether he is a houseman or helper la) ask me go pay 2 bucks at the counter and pass my patient card back to him. I was like : huh?! why must I pass it back to them. haiya!! Dont care la!!

The total payment is 3 bucks ( registration and service charge)
Actually, I was just like an Allien because all the people around me mostly Malay and Indian. I'm the only chinese ( young gal) with them!!
Hey people. Public place la. Chinese can not go kah?! My parents also got pay INCOME TAX one le!!

haha.

p/s: I will go for dentistry again in this friday to say goodbye to my teeth!~!~!~!~!~!haiz~~~~

改头换面

好久好久都没有为我的部落格添加任何的花絮.
整个假期都很空闲，让我觉得放假有一点无聊，
还有两个星期，我必须回去了，
心中的不舍，理所当然，
不回去，我还能做什么，
在家当米虫，在家增肥而已(老实说还真的胖了不少，哈哈).

原归正传，
我的老友说她不明白我的部落格的主题和简讯。

The previous blog head : My life my story
The recent blog head : One life One Story 我的笔迹，心迹(wo de bi ji,xin ji)
Reason to change: I only have one life so that should be only One story about my life.
The mandarin words( 心迹)represent my thoughts in this dairy. Every single post that I created contained my feeling.
笔迹= what I wrote in this blog it has become a history in my life and all these words will trace to another page just like the writting that we wrote in our exercise book.

分久必合，合久必分 ( fen jiu bi he, he jiu bi fen)
I learned this from the movie of Red Cliff and further explaination in the book of " Romance of three Kingdoms".
The literally for this sentence is: no matter how close our relationship is, there will be a day we will separate in apart, we might cant meet each other due to long distance or lost contact of someone. At the same time, if we are apart from each other in long time, we shall meet again in some where in this world.

尽管是一时瑜亮，我永记与心 ( jin guan shi yi shi yu liang, wo yong ji yu xin)
瑜亮= fireworks, its only shows in a sudden and the sky will go back to darkness again.
Thich means that, even though the happy moment we spend with each other is only a few seconds but I will keep it in my memory.

These is new literally i had learned through the whole summer holiday, it tells me that no matter how close you are with certain people when it comes for the time we have to say good bye to each other. The most important thing is we remembered this person who actually existed in your life and brighten your life.
So, learn to become a person that let go faster because the more you cant walk out from the situation we slowest you can excel in your life.

I have a friend from Sabah, he told me if you are unhappy in certain thing please let yourself angry or express your feeling in 24 hours thats is more than enough. Do not carry your thoughts to your future. It's quite unfair to god because He is trying to give a better tommorrow.

My old friend, do u understand now?!

萧煌奇 - 阿嬷的话

萧煌奇 - 阿嬷的话
在细汉的时阵阮阿嬷对我尚好
甲尚好的东西拢会留乎我
伊嘛定定带我去幼稚园看人在七桃
看人在办公伙儿
看人在觅相找
伊定定跟阮说
叫阮着要好好仔读册
呒通大汉像恁老爸仔彼呢啊狼狈ㄛ
在彼个时阵　
阮拢听拢呒
阿嬷
你到底是在讲什么
大汉了后　
才知影阿嬷的话
我会甲永远永远放块心肝底
想到一步一步的过去
定定拢会乎人真难忘
时间一分一秒块过去
在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊
阿嬷你今嘛在叨位
阮在叫你你甘有听到
阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到
阮在叫你你知影没
阿嬷你今嘛过的好么
甘有人块甲你照顾
希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼
作你永远的孙仔
搁叫你一声阿嬷

想到一步一步的过去
定定拢会乎人真难忘
时间一分一秒块过去
在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊
阿嬷你今嘛在叨位
阮在叫你你甘有听到
阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到
阮在叫你你知影没
阿嬷你今嘛过的好么
甘有人块甲你照顾
希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼
作你永远的孙仔
搁叫你一声阿嬷

当我听到一半的时候，眼泪已经狂飙。
字字句句仿佛像刀子一样
狠狠地往我的胸口插。

我很想大声的喊: 阿嬷，我很想念您!!!!

Books + Magic!!

I went to Summit, USJ for popular bookfair, MPH Jimat bookfair at Bandar Bukit Tinggi and AEON popular on friday. I was stucked in the traffic jam for 30 minutes just to cross the stupid Klang bridge. I went to the wrong way when we were on our way from USJ to BBT and we saw an incident happenned. The lorry turnover to the other side. The best part is the lorry is on the other way, then it had nothing to do with us what! How come Malaysians cant decreades their curiousity on these common business and pay more attention to our political issues. Indirectly, I'm trying to tell the people please do not 'KPC' for next time.

Back to the topic!! The first time ever in my life shop for books!! Yes!! Is books!! No clothes,pents or anything else but books!!

I dont feel my purse bleeding when I paid for 127 bucks for all the new books I have now.

As you can see most of it is Mandarin books or I should say my book rack is full of Chinese books except Harry Potter series and some of the novel!!

Booklist :

Romance of Three Kingdoms ( Mandarin version) : RM25

巴金: ‘家’， ‘春’，‘秋’: RM40

三国志: RM10

Chicken Soup ( Mandarin version) : RM 12.99

Nicholas Sparks : The choice : Rm 10

Chinese novel ( for mother ) : RM 4.90

Another English Books : Rm 7

DVD MOvie from Takeshi Kaneshiro : Accurancy of Death : RM 12.99

p/s: I will spent my holiday with them before I went back to Sabah. I want to finish " Romance of Three Kingdoms"

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I just came back from Subang Parade with family. Mum thought of buying the limited edition bag but too bad somebody came before us. At the end, She had choosen another type of bag which is looks younger, nicer and energetic but of course the price also very nice la.

Subang Parade has Magic shows but my mum can see the Magician fail to become a Magician because my mum saw the fella punya trick!! wahahahah.

Please la, where got magic in this world?!

You thought Harry Potter kah?!

有感而发

这几天让我领悟了一些做人很简单的道理，
成功的人都很谦虚，
他们对别人所给的称赞都是从心里说谢谢。

谦虚固然很重要，
但在这现实的社会里，
再谦虚的人也会变，
当然我不是想一把棍打翻整船人，
也是会有好人的。

每个人都各为其主，
在历史里，每个人都必须效忠于自己的主人，
违令者，斩!!!
现在呢，官官相互，
早时的贪官腐败，依然联绵不断，
从古至今，多少人死于腐败分子的刀下，
但我们所给的惩罚不是劳改，不是监禁，也不是发放边疆。
我们领袖说给的惩罚是看你有没有把裤子拉下，
这些事要是到了国际的新闻界去，试问我们颜面何存。

我曾经听我的中国的亲戚说，
要是那里有所为的job fair，
那些去应证的人多得可以以以下的句子来形容
博士一走廊，硕士一礼堂，学士一草场。
听起来还蛮押韵的，
理大的风波让我觉得我们一定要好好的学习，
不要把让我们的脸给赔光了!!

华人的数据是占了奖学金的10%，4000份海外奖学金，
华裔才暂由400 份，真可悲，
公共教育部部长说会把所有的奖学金给优异的学生，
我们才有280位左右，为什么马六甲的第二优秀生却那不到，
我看你应该对此做去解释。
魏家祥部长，
我从来都没只望你会对我们华校生做任何的贡献，
我只是希望你，
别再让我们拥有任何的期望，
因为你所说的话，
连保险公司都不敢担保。

背影

你爱白色的衣袍，你穿起来特别爽朗。

你手里都习惯拿着扇子，扇子是翅膀形状的，

你说你得随时保持冷静，但你的眼神告诉我你不想是不冷静的人。

你说是习惯，我希望你一直都维持着这习惯因为我觉得这样的你很想一名智者。

无可否认，你的确是高人一等。



看着你的背影

被月光拉得长长的

你的眼里

漏出了惆怅

眉头深锁，

扇子在你的缓缓扇动下

你的衣袍也被扇风缓缓的飘动



我知道大战即将展开

我也会随着大家远离这片乡土

但是我希望留在你身边

我也清楚

分久比合，合久必分

暂之天地之间敌友难分

人生纵是一别，天涯共赏明月。