今天我必須用華文來細述我現在的心情。
昨晚﹐老媽給我搖了一通電話。
她的語氣真的很累﹐她不放心我胖弟弟的成績。
因為﹐他的月考成績幾乎跌到古底﹐ 欲還手﹐也無力。
我也嘗試用壓力讓他遠離電腦但是老爸說這只會讓他有更大的壓力。
好! 他被搬到老媽的房間睡。
但﹐他還是很晚才從自己的房間回到老媽的房間。
老媽說她自己也不清楚胖子在幹嘛!!
老媽在電話裡抱怨說如果胖子再留級﹐胖子就得去工作了。
我知道她在說氣話﹐她是多麼多麼希望胖子可以和我一樣戴著四方帽﹐
從象牙塔走向康莊大道。
她不希望胖子被我們姐弟兩給比下去。
她不希望我們之間有思想上的差異﹐
她的理想都建築在我們身上﹐
她把希望都放在我們的肩膀上﹐
我們失敗她比任何人都難過﹐
我們成功她比任何人都高興﹐
這都是一位媽馬最基本的要求。
我自問我能走到今天﹐
70%是為了家人﹐
無可否認﹐家人對我很重要﹐
他們是我精神上的支柱﹐
當我要放棄的時候﹐
他們是我所顧慮到的﹐
有時後﹐我是多麼希望握得弟弟和我一樣﹐
為了家人對我們的期望而努力﹐
為了未來而發憤﹐
為了自己﹐
為了﹐........
為了﹐........
我好想回家﹐回到一個我沒有顧慮的地方﹐
因為在家的我﹐可以避免很多不必要的問題﹐
弟弟的問題也不會發生﹐
家裡得以安寧﹐
給媽馬的話:
十指都有長短﹐個個孩子都有所長﹐
只要盡了力﹐也盡了當長輩的責任。
他們的未來﹐讓他們去飛吧。
給胖子的話:
現在的辛苦是未來的享受﹐
現在的叮嚀是無限的保護﹐
一但失去了保護﹐ 我們比須用雙手去解決。
我們一起努力!!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I have just done my choir theory and practical.
Overall, I was quite satisfied because I expected where is my weakness in theory paper and I dont know how to do in the end.
My practical is singing.I was more nervous than I actually thought but never mind is over already.
3 down another 3 to go.
Titas on tuesday
Another major in the last week.
p/s: my dad called me up last night. He said He will come airport and fetch me no matter how busy he is. So, I can't take bus with all my friends.
Cant wait to go back..!! Countdownting.
Overall, I was quite satisfied because I expected where is my weakness in theory paper and I dont know how to do in the end.
My practical is singing.I was more nervous than I actually thought but never mind is over already.
3 down another 3 to go.
Titas on tuesday
Another major in the last week.
p/s: my dad called me up last night. He said He will come airport and fetch me no matter how busy he is. So, I can't take bus with all my friends.
Cant wait to go back..!! Countdownting.
Friday, April 24, 2009
A night without sleep.
I went out for 2 movies which is Snipper and Coming Soon.
The first movie is Snipper. Overall it was quite ok movie as in only the shooting part attracted my attention the rest all is Hong Kong movie typical techniques so nothing special for that.
The next movie was 'coming soon' from Thailand. It's was the scarest movie I had ever watched in my entire whole life. I bet for those who had watched this movie will totally agree with me. I was so frightened with most of the scenes in the movie as in I keep closing my eye from watching it. Besides, I was thinking why the duration of this movie is so long and cant get it finished ealier.
In the end, I felt my heart was exhausted and I felt I'm lack of energy.
The next roung, sushi king. I dont know what's so nice with sushi king's sushi and I just tried it out with all my seniors. The waitress and waiter were so rude as in they thought they are the boss and the can do whatever they want to the customers. Hey chick, we are the customers!!
Dont give that kind of expression if there's so many customers. You should have expected the condition will become like that so just bare or solve the crowd but not showing your bloody chicken face to the customers. It's was so rude, lady.
So, I banded 1Borneo Sushi King forever. In fact, I felt jusco sushi is much more nicer than sushi king!!
Next round, Atmosphere again.
We reached there around 10 minutes after 8pm. The happy hour is going to start at 9pm so we decided to wait until the waitress served us plain water then only we start to order wages but not drinks. We want to have the special price for our drinks so we decided to wait. The condition tonight wasn't good as last thursday because of the music they played tonight dont really suit my taste. Min Yin went back half way because she wasn't feeling well after watching the horror movie and she vomitted twice in the washroom. Francis joined us and he treats us a vain again. He's just so kind to us!!
p/s: I saw someone in 1Borneo as in I'm not expected. I'm not trying to said anything but why cant she just let me know that who she tagged out with?! Isn't that hard to tell a friend with sincere answer?! From now onwards, I'm not going to care whoever is not care for me.
Less Burden, Less Stress, More Concentration, More Successed.
p/p/s: I'm going to work hard for titas and choir paper from tomorrow onwards.
I will need to get some sleep now.
The first movie is Snipper. Overall it was quite ok movie as in only the shooting part attracted my attention the rest all is Hong Kong movie typical techniques so nothing special for that.
The next movie was 'coming soon' from Thailand. It's was the scarest movie I had ever watched in my entire whole life. I bet for those who had watched this movie will totally agree with me. I was so frightened with most of the scenes in the movie as in I keep closing my eye from watching it. Besides, I was thinking why the duration of this movie is so long and cant get it finished ealier.
In the end, I felt my heart was exhausted and I felt I'm lack of energy.
The next roung, sushi king. I dont know what's so nice with sushi king's sushi and I just tried it out with all my seniors. The waitress and waiter were so rude as in they thought they are the boss and the can do whatever they want to the customers. Hey chick, we are the customers!!
Dont give that kind of expression if there's so many customers. You should have expected the condition will become like that so just bare or solve the crowd but not showing your bloody chicken face to the customers. It's was so rude, lady.
So, I banded 1Borneo Sushi King forever. In fact, I felt jusco sushi is much more nicer than sushi king!!
Next round, Atmosphere again.
We reached there around 10 minutes after 8pm. The happy hour is going to start at 9pm so we decided to wait until the waitress served us plain water then only we start to order wages but not drinks. We want to have the special price for our drinks so we decided to wait. The condition tonight wasn't good as last thursday because of the music they played tonight dont really suit my taste. Min Yin went back half way because she wasn't feeling well after watching the horror movie and she vomitted twice in the washroom. Francis joined us and he treats us a vain again. He's just so kind to us!!
p/s: I saw someone in 1Borneo as in I'm not expected. I'm not trying to said anything but why cant she just let me know that who she tagged out with?! Isn't that hard to tell a friend with sincere answer?! From now onwards, I'm not going to care whoever is not care for me.
Less Burden, Less Stress, More Concentration, More Successed.
p/p/s: I'm going to work hard for titas and choir paper from tomorrow onwards.
I will need to get some sleep now.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
The day after 2 papers..
I went through Microeconomics on Monday.
The paper is worse than I have thought earlier.
Even though, I have prepared myself on my revision( not 100% well prepared) but I'm still lake of confidence for that paper. Eventually, I almost fall asleep in the exam hall as in the multiple choice is 60 question and I cant really understand and concentrate for my paper. I was struggling myself for that paper and luckily enough my essay part can considered FINE for me.
Yesterday was finance paper.
I should thank you myself for being so hardworking on her tutorial work. I have practice on her last tutorial so almost the same pattern of question came out in yesterday papers but I have dome a lot of silly mistakes and it has comes an enormous consequences. Even though, I had the general picture on most of the question but yet I'm still get wrong for that..!!
I just cant imagine how was my paper going to be as in I know the rest of my friend commentted on that paper is : OKAY!!
I followed my friend to Starbucks and there is the place I wrote my post for today. I have ordered a caramel macchiato as my treat for myself. It cost me 15 bucks and the total spent for today is 2o bucks again. I just comfort myself with the reason of I need to rest for a while.
The best part is my coffee was maked by the coffee master who is a man in black apron. My friend claimed that the coffee that I have ordered too sweet but mine was just nice. I think this is the different between green and black apron coffee man.
So, guys please make sure your coffees or chocolates from Starbucks are make by coffee master which the one in black apron.
In fact, this's the 5th coffee in 2 days and I had 8 hours sleep for Monday and Tuesday.
But I have no regret on my finance paper as in I really tried hard for that. I hope God will bless my finance and microeconomics paper.
I have to attend choir theory class and vocal exam later, 6 pm.
I felt so sleepy now until dont feel like going anywhere but sleep.
p/s: I'm going out again tomorrow. Another spending day for me.
p/p/s: I'm watching japanese drama which I dont know what is the title but the content is nice and for those who like classical music. You should watch this 交响情人梦.
Arigato.
Zane.
The paper is worse than I have thought earlier.
Even though, I have prepared myself on my revision( not 100% well prepared) but I'm still lake of confidence for that paper. Eventually, I almost fall asleep in the exam hall as in the multiple choice is 60 question and I cant really understand and concentrate for my paper. I was struggling myself for that paper and luckily enough my essay part can considered FINE for me.
Yesterday was finance paper.
I should thank you myself for being so hardworking on her tutorial work. I have practice on her last tutorial so almost the same pattern of question came out in yesterday papers but I have dome a lot of silly mistakes and it has comes an enormous consequences. Even though, I had the general picture on most of the question but yet I'm still get wrong for that..!!
I just cant imagine how was my paper going to be as in I know the rest of my friend commentted on that paper is : OKAY!!
I followed my friend to Starbucks and there is the place I wrote my post for today. I have ordered a caramel macchiato as my treat for myself. It cost me 15 bucks and the total spent for today is 2o bucks again. I just comfort myself with the reason of I need to rest for a while.
The best part is my coffee was maked by the coffee master who is a man in black apron. My friend claimed that the coffee that I have ordered too sweet but mine was just nice. I think this is the different between green and black apron coffee man.
So, guys please make sure your coffees or chocolates from Starbucks are make by coffee master which the one in black apron.
In fact, this's the 5th coffee in 2 days and I had 8 hours sleep for Monday and Tuesday.
But I have no regret on my finance paper as in I really tried hard for that. I hope God will bless my finance and microeconomics paper.
I have to attend choir theory class and vocal exam later, 6 pm.
I felt so sleepy now until dont feel like going anywhere but sleep.
p/s: I'm going out again tomorrow. Another spending day for me.
p/p/s: I'm watching japanese drama which I dont know what is the title but the content is nice and for those who like classical music. You should watch this 交响情人梦.
Arigato.
Zane.
Friday, April 17, 2009
@tmosphere
I planned the timeteble below before I leaved the library at 6pm.
6.30pm : reached hostel + nap
7.30pm : wake up + bath + dinner
8.30pm : continue study
But my plan changed after I received chew hong's call. She said she is not going to cook so we go 1 Borneo to have our dinner. She claimed that we are going back after dinner then I just followed them because at that time I know my brain can function well due to the finance formulassssssssssss.
In the conversation, I told hong said I'm stress and feel like so emo at the moment. But she confortted me with nice food in 1Borneo.
I catch up with them at 7.30pm and had a ginger chicken rice + susu leong fan ( cin cao add milk). We headed to giant to grab some food so that we can just eat when we feel hungry in the room especially midnight.
9.15pm, MIn yin called me and asked when I'm going to take the money from her, so I came out from the car first while Kylye still searching for parking. She saw my face and asked my problem and I told her. She asked am I going to study at night. I replied : NOPE. As in my brain was stucked and I will watch movie in my room.
She just grab my neck with her hand to restaurant atmosphere.
What is special with this restaurant?!
This restaurant just same like the one in KLCC. You can see the view as in ur seat is moving slowly. The place is aeriously awesome.
My boss, Francis ordered MERLOT for our vain and Min Yin said she want to treat me a LONG ISLAND..!!
OMG!! Just imagine that man.. That's was what I carving for and I did posted in msn message. It was so touched as in actually got people do care what you said in msn message.
I have 2 cups of vain + LONG ISLAND + VODKA + orange cocktail
The best part is special discount for all the cocktails and selected vain after 9pm until 12am. ISn't it sounds nice?!
Actually I felt guilty at first because I'm spending my time on some unproductive activities. But at that time, I just want myself to be out of this world and I want to forget everything in my mind especially all the fianance formulas..!!
The worst part is I told my mum I have study group but end up with drinks.
I'M DRUNK LAST NIGHT..!!
I cant even walked properly as in hui jing have to accompany me back to my room. Feel so guilty actually and I slept straight away after I changed my clothes.
Just imagine I cant even go toilet and wash my face before I slept. Imagined how drunk I'm..!!
Anyway, thanks to Francis, Hui Jing and Min Yin.
They make me realise true friends are the one who stand beside you when you are n trouble.
I felt myself so fresh in this morning and I woke up at 5 am. I had not had so nice sleep whenever I started my revision.
I will start a brand new day from now..!!
..photos session..
My boss, Francis Voon
My close senior, Min yin
All of us, the gay in purple is Tiang
Hui jing and ME..
yeanyeon: hui jing, thanks for taking care of me..!!
Francis Voon was super good mood tonight.
I just wonder why..!!
Cheers..!!
long island..=)
Merlot -=) - vain-
6.30pm : reached hostel + nap
7.30pm : wake up + bath + dinner
8.30pm : continue study
But my plan changed after I received chew hong's call. She said she is not going to cook so we go 1 Borneo to have our dinner. She claimed that we are going back after dinner then I just followed them because at that time I know my brain can function well due to the finance formulassssssssssss.
In the conversation, I told hong said I'm stress and feel like so emo at the moment. But she confortted me with nice food in 1Borneo.
I catch up with them at 7.30pm and had a ginger chicken rice + susu leong fan ( cin cao add milk). We headed to giant to grab some food so that we can just eat when we feel hungry in the room especially midnight.
9.15pm, MIn yin called me and asked when I'm going to take the money from her, so I came out from the car first while Kylye still searching for parking. She saw my face and asked my problem and I told her. She asked am I going to study at night. I replied : NOPE. As in my brain was stucked and I will watch movie in my room.
She just grab my neck with her hand to restaurant atmosphere.
What is special with this restaurant?!
This restaurant just same like the one in KLCC. You can see the view as in ur seat is moving slowly. The place is aeriously awesome.
My boss, Francis ordered MERLOT for our vain and Min Yin said she want to treat me a LONG ISLAND..!!
OMG!! Just imagine that man.. That's was what I carving for and I did posted in msn message. It was so touched as in actually got people do care what you said in msn message.
I have 2 cups of vain + LONG ISLAND + VODKA + orange cocktail
The best part is special discount for all the cocktails and selected vain after 9pm until 12am. ISn't it sounds nice?!
Actually I felt guilty at first because I'm spending my time on some unproductive activities. But at that time, I just want myself to be out of this world and I want to forget everything in my mind especially all the fianance formulas..!!
The worst part is I told my mum I have study group but end up with drinks.
I'M DRUNK LAST NIGHT..!!
I cant even walked properly as in hui jing have to accompany me back to my room. Feel so guilty actually and I slept straight away after I changed my clothes.
Just imagine I cant even go toilet and wash my face before I slept. Imagined how drunk I'm..!!
Anyway, thanks to Francis, Hui Jing and Min Yin.
They make me realise true friends are the one who stand beside you when you are n trouble.
I felt myself so fresh in this morning and I woke up at 5 am. I had not had so nice sleep whenever I started my revision.
I will start a brand new day from now..!!
..photos session..
My boss, Francis Voon
My close senior, Min yin
All of us, the gay in purple is Tiang
Hui jing and ME..
yeanyeon: hui jing, thanks for taking care of me..!!
Francis Voon was super good mood tonight.
I just wonder why..!!
Cheers..!!
long island..=)
Merlot -=) - vain-
Thursday, April 16, 2009
my study week
It has come to my study week for my second semester final examination.
My daily timetable:
7am : wake up + eat breakfast
8am : start study
12pm : lunch + go ibrary ( the weather damm hot, library got air-cond)
1pm: study
6pm: go back hostel + take a nap + dinner
8pm: study
11pm : sleep
I have to carry on my life with this activities until 6 may 2009.
I'm regretted than I didn't prepard myself earlier.
I'm run out of time right now.
p/s: unfortunately, I have gain some weight again as in i eat and study, eat and study since last week. It's like so routine.I hope my parents wouldn't nag on me again.
If I'm still blogging in the coming weeks, I will properly talk bout my exam.
Can't wait for the next tuesday to come so I can release some stress.
I wanna have long island at atmosphere before I go back for holiday.
My daily timetable:
7am : wake up + eat breakfast
8am : start study
12pm : lunch + go ibrary ( the weather damm hot, library got air-cond)
1pm: study
6pm: go back hostel + take a nap + dinner
8pm: study
11pm : sleep
I have to carry on my life with this activities until 6 may 2009.
I'm regretted than I didn't prepard myself earlier.
I'm run out of time right now.
p/s: unfortunately, I have gain some weight again as in i eat and study, eat and study since last week. It's like so routine.I hope my parents wouldn't nag on me again.
If I'm still blogging in the coming weeks, I will properly talk bout my exam.
Can't wait for the next tuesday to come so I can release some stress.
I wanna have long island at atmosphere before I go back for holiday.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Updates.^^
Somebody had complained in my chat box said I have not been updating my blog since last 2 weeks!!So, I'm here to show up and said hello to all my friends.
I'm still ALIVE!!
I'm currently busy with revision as in my final examination for two major subjects
Monday : Microeconomics ( I did just read through 2 chapters out of 8 chapters 3 weeks ago...
Tuesday : Finance ( I'm currently struggling with finance, tonnes of formula need to understand in order to apply for the solutions)
After theat will take a break for 1 week then is TITAS.
I received my daddy's call last night,
He asked me do not study until late night and must take care of myself.
Smart people is all surrounding me and they are unfindable and unpredictable.
As long as you try hard, is more than enough already.
I felt so touch in a sudden and I emo the whole night.
Anyway, I'm not able to blog so frequently in the coming 1 week to concentrate on my studies ( kononnya)..!!
I'm still ALIVE!!
I'm currently busy with revision as in my final examination for two major subjects
Monday : Microeconomics ( I did just read through 2 chapters out of 8 chapters 3 weeks ago...
Tuesday : Finance ( I'm currently struggling with finance, tonnes of formula need to understand in order to apply for the solutions)
After theat will take a break for 1 week then is TITAS.
I received my daddy's call last night,
He asked me do not study until late night and must take care of myself.
Smart people is all surrounding me and they are unfindable and unpredictable.
As long as you try hard, is more than enough already.
I felt so touch in a sudden and I emo the whole night.
Anyway, I'm not able to blog so frequently in the coming 1 week to concentrate on my studies ( kononnya)..!!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Sometimes is better to be alone..
It has comes to the second last week before my final examination..
Believe me,
I'm not ready in anything,
perhaps I'm still busy with my activities,
I have one more week for my pasar malam event,
Next Friday is the last day of all.
10 days, 5 weeks, every Wednesday and Friday,
I will definitely at there,
It has become one part of my routine work,
but, I enjoyed.
seriously enjoyed.
I had a dream last night,
I dreamed his has put his usual coat on me,
I was sleeping on a long sofa.
I could feel his eyesight is on my face.
I wished all this could become true but It's wouldn't happened on me.
I had took part in the treasure hunt on yesterday,
I was running up and down in the whole school,
But I didn't get the first price as in Hotel Management group headed to the pit stop before us.
I have encountered in another problem again,
My Microecononic's lecturer, Ms Beatrice Lim suspected we copy other people's answer for our assignment,
Our grade has been dropped from A- to B+.
The person who incharge for the particular question said she has lost her pen drive before handed in her answer to the leader and her pen drive was found after someone return back to her.The person who copied our answer said our group member gave the answer.
WHO SHOULD I TRUST TO??!!
I'm seriously in the bad mood for the whole day.
But something has cheered me up at pasar malam.
Thanks guy!!
I just felt my life in this coming 2 weeks could be very miserable,
I can feel that business students are hazard,
They fight for themselves without treating you as friend,
They can betrayed you just for anything.
I'm going out with my roommates tomorrow cause they are bringing me go out to Sabah's place.
Another spending day for me.
I have spent nearly 700 bucks on last week.
For my dinner and everything I think is necessary.
I have to save money for this month cause is study and exam time ba.
Shouldn't go out already.
I need to save budget for my another's friend birthday which is on 14 April.
haiz.
life is so difficult.
I asked God, 'How do I get best out of life?'
God said, '
Face your past without regret.
Believe me,
I'm not ready in anything,
perhaps I'm still busy with my activities,
I have one more week for my pasar malam event,
Next Friday is the last day of all.
10 days, 5 weeks, every Wednesday and Friday,
I will definitely at there,
It has become one part of my routine work,
but, I enjoyed.
seriously enjoyed.
I had a dream last night,
I dreamed his has put his usual coat on me,
I was sleeping on a long sofa.
I could feel his eyesight is on my face.
I wished all this could become true but It's wouldn't happened on me.
I had took part in the treasure hunt on yesterday,
I was running up and down in the whole school,
But I didn't get the first price as in Hotel Management group headed to the pit stop before us.
I have encountered in another problem again,
My Microecononic's lecturer, Ms Beatrice Lim suspected we copy other people's answer for our assignment,
Our grade has been dropped from A- to B+.
The person who incharge for the particular question said she has lost her pen drive before handed in her answer to the leader and her pen drive was found after someone return back to her.The person who copied our answer said our group member gave the answer.
WHO SHOULD I TRUST TO??!!
I'm seriously in the bad mood for the whole day.
But something has cheered me up at pasar malam.
Thanks guy!!
I just felt my life in this coming 2 weeks could be very miserable,
I can feel that business students are hazard,
They fight for themselves without treating you as friend,
They can betrayed you just for anything.
I'm going out with my roommates tomorrow cause they are bringing me go out to Sabah's place.
Another spending day for me.
I have spent nearly 700 bucks on last week.
For my dinner and everything I think is necessary.
I have to save money for this month cause is study and exam time ba.
Shouldn't go out already.
I need to save budget for my another's friend birthday which is on 14 April.
haiz.
life is so difficult.
I asked God, 'How do I get best out of life?'
God said, '
Face your past without regret.
Handle you present with confidence.
And prepare your future without fear'.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Sudden Emo
I just finished chatted with my uncle.
He commented on my result on last semester and he claimed that he was a first class holder during his first semester.
I told him the system is different. If i can get first class then I must be blessed by god.
I did complain to him how was our family especially those grand-grand ppl comment on me.
They thought I could compete with their beloved daughters and sons for being so excell in studies during thier uni life.
I just to let my uncle know..
Comparison makes me tired..
From primary, secondary, tertiary, uni..............
I want to stop it right now...
I want to stop the trend...
I want to prove to them first class is not everything..
It can guarantee ur job in future..
The key is self confidence and communication skills is the essential characteristic to success.
He commented on my result on last semester and he claimed that he was a first class holder during his first semester.
I told him the system is different. If i can get first class then I must be blessed by god.
I did complain to him how was our family especially those grand-grand ppl comment on me.
They thought I could compete with their beloved daughters and sons for being so excell in studies during thier uni life.
I just to let my uncle know..
Comparison makes me tired..
From primary, secondary, tertiary, uni..............
I want to stop it right now...
I want to stop the trend...
I want to prove to them first class is not everything..
It can guarantee ur job in future..
The key is self confidence and communication skills is the essential characteristic to success.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
=.=
I'm currently free from my club activity.
But I have get myself involved in the activity which will held next semester.
I know I'm suppose to study for my final right now.
But I just cant find an appropriate timing.
It's so dependent on my mood.
Actually, I wonder what is LOVE about?!
Is that the feeling we have towards each other then consider as LOVE.
For me, I will LOVE HIM when I NEED HIM.
People might think that I'm a selfish girl but I don't agree with that.
Sometimes, I really hope Someone can care of me just like someone did to me right now.
I know this person is not belongs to me.
I don't even have the confident to ask him stay beside me.
I'm getting confused.
I really get to save myself from this box.
I really hope to go back home.
I really miss all my family.
p/S: Last night was my final class for my Oral Communication which means I will not meeting that old man tutor maybe for the rest of my life. My performance for last night was quite bad because it wasn't that fluence that I had expected from the beginning. I was the first person who took the exam. My group members and me went back hostel at 8pm and I messaged my tutor we are not going to wait for him to finish his class. I have to mention here is he's really a kind old man or grandpa. He refused to tell me my result after I had text him but is doesn't matter because I'm still confident with myself.
By the way, thanks for him treating me like his daughter for the whole sem. I really appreciated it.
p/p/s: My final is on 21 April until 6 May.
I will go back on 12 May. But I need to rush for documentation for my activity. Sighs!!
But I have get myself involved in the activity which will held next semester.
I know I'm suppose to study for my final right now.
But I just cant find an appropriate timing.
It's so dependent on my mood.
Actually, I wonder what is LOVE about?!
Is that the feeling we have towards each other then consider as LOVE.
For me, I will LOVE HIM when I NEED HIM.
People might think that I'm a selfish girl but I don't agree with that.
Sometimes, I really hope Someone can care of me just like someone did to me right now.
I know this person is not belongs to me.
I don't even have the confident to ask him stay beside me.
I'm getting confused.
I really get to save myself from this box.
I really hope to go back home.
I really miss all my family.
p/S: Last night was my final class for my Oral Communication which means I will not meeting that old man tutor maybe for the rest of my life. My performance for last night was quite bad because it wasn't that fluence that I had expected from the beginning. I was the first person who took the exam. My group members and me went back hostel at 8pm and I messaged my tutor we are not going to wait for him to finish his class. I have to mention here is he's really a kind old man or grandpa. He refused to tell me my result after I had text him but is doesn't matter because I'm still confident with myself.
By the way, thanks for him treating me like his daughter for the whole sem. I really appreciated it.
p/p/s: My final is on 21 April until 6 May.
I will go back on 12 May. But I need to rush for documentation for my activity. Sighs!!
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