HAppy NEw YeaR

First of all,Happy NEw Year to everyone(eventhough is 30 minutes after the first day)

Another 9 hours, I will in my flight back to Sabah.

I dont think I can sleep tonight.

When I was packing my bag, I saw mum cried behind me but I just dont asked her the reason.

i know it 's because of I'm leaving tommorrow.

Eventhough, I will be back during Chinese New Year.

But, Still right?!

We need to separate for another 23 days (perhaps)?!

I tried to avoid myself from looking at my mum.But my tears just like losing control.

I remembered Pauline has told me before she will cried everytime she is going back to UUm.

I know the feeling this time.

Mum has maked me jagung cake and fried udang kecil ( he mi) on today.

Once a while, I remebered the hardwork my parents work behind me,

I told myself what is my responsible.

I will keep reminding myself what I need to do in my 3 years of UNi's life.

I know this's a bit stupid and I shouldnt do that to give myself pressure but I still prefer pressure because it will hold my spirit on my work.

What I wished is I dont cry in front of my parents on tomorrow's morning.

I dont want to let them see my face with tears.

I dont want to show my weak face in front of them!!

So be brave man, yeanyeon!!

Once I go back,

I cant use pc to online so often.

I cant update my blog so frequence.

I cant eat all the nice-nice food...

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A lot until cant write it out!!

After I go back,

I need to clean my room.

I need to eat alone.

I need to do everything alone.

I need..

I need...

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I went Sze hoong's hse for new year's eve.

Some photos have taken from her house.

Sze hoong- with her pig face.


JO!!-dont eat so many pizza d wei!!

Frm left(all s sze hoong's cousin): Alex, Hock Chuan's bro, Hock Chuan ( my driver)!!

The picture we took in CENTRo's washroom!!

HAha!!